So.. had kinda a weird weird vivid dream last night.. it had to do with me being pregnant.. an d breast feeding and lost children.
It started off i was huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugely pregnant. i was chilling in my chair when a baby was brought to me. i was told it was mine. and since i was breast feeding my children... i breast fed this child of mine. Turns out it wasn't my child though. it was a friends child but the friend had disappeared.
yeah i woke up at that point. making no sense! none!
fell back asleep.. found a child in a park. child was screaming it's head off... no one around. no note attached to it. Took the wee bebe out. it was a black haired lil cutie with huge blue eyes. called the police. Child services was full up. i offered to take the courses needed to be foster parent.. and zoom through 2 months worth of courses.. witht his wee bebe in my rms (was maybe 4 months when found her.... Breast fed her the entire time. she turned into this silly pretty baby and was sitting up and babbling away at 6 months old.
Parents never found and i woke up after that point. i wonder if this is what this child within me will look like? With my first daughter i dreamed of this flaxen haired child all the time, with big blue eyes. sometimes it was boy, sometimes it was girl. this one has always been girl that i dreamed about. and always very "fey" looking. slightly pointed chin, cute lil full cheeks, and big big blue eyes with black hair. whispy curls. who knows? we will see in october what she looks like.
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